Thursday, October 29, 2009

spin spin sugar


Ev'rybody had a hard year
Ev'rybody had a good time
Ev'rybody had a wet dream,
Ev'rybody saw the sunshine

Ev'rybody had a good year,
Ev'rybody let their hair down,
Ev'rybody pulled their socks up,
Ev'rybody put their foot down.

All that I was looking for
was somebody who looked like you.

Monday, September 21, 2009

3 days in a row


Baby boy when I saw you the first time
I knew right away that you and I
We're connected in a way
I believed that there was way something more
That I could ever express in my own words
I just knew at the time
I belonged to you but it all felt so wrong
To do the things that my heart gave in
Baby I’m telling you...

Monday, September 14, 2009

last & then london

he said: this one is important - and so i trust him

Sunday, September 06, 2009

want you back, na na na

Oh, I did it too fast. I was too excited. Otherwise I'm gonna fall of you.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

here be sozopol

happy ! lost ! my purrrfect drama ! one more day

Sunday, August 09, 2009

- white house city nights

Благодаря че ме доведе дотук. Красиво е. Спиш съвсем близко до мен. Виждам те. И не знаеш. Как много си мисля за теб. Това е първата ни почивка заедно, далеч от моето вкъщи и твоето вкъщи. Далеч, и различно. На едно съвсем непознато място. За каквото и за когото да си говорим и кой за което да си помисли, се радвам че мога все пак да въздишам. Моля те да помислиш и ти доколко може да издържи крехкото ми сърце. Връщам се в леглото ти. Във нашето легло. Имам нуждата от прегръдка. Ще ме познаеш щом се събудиш.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

painted shirts

...i'm not a planet either
---

Sunday, July 26, 2009

...and time matters

“At the atomic scale, it is never possible to obtain what scientists would traditionally consider to be complete information. Aside from the practical problems, there is an inherent limit on the ability to record information about matter and energy. Understanding conjectural objects requires the willing suspension of disbelief. These objects are fuzzy entities that elude concrete escription, defying commonsense notions of space and time, cause and effect. They aren't the sorts of things you can hold in your hand or play catch with. But whatever its form, information can be measured by bits and therefore described using prime numbers. Measuring the motion freezes its spin in one of the directions, or states, destroying the other possibilities. The destruction of all those different possible spin directions means a lot of information gets lost. But one of the key uses of information theories is helping make efficient use of information. Which is all over the place, even further.”

Sunday, July 12, 2009

fallin in and out

Giving answer to the why: Your eyes are haunting me !

Saturday, June 20, 2009

invisible attraction

- Paul Jenkins, Phenomena Tibetan Flange 1973 -

Monday, June 01, 2009

...and breathe me

wrap me up, unfold me, i am small, be my friend

Thursday, April 16, 2009

bitter sweet

absinthe at chocolaterie a:partment / me and my partner in crimes

Monday, March 16, 2009

pirates !

“I love pirates” – like I told him. “Then, the very next script we’ll play soon is for you” – he gently replied. “And my original edition, too” – he added in. “I do adore pirate stories” – I say now. Fantasm - doing it for the kids.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Do you wonder why I love everything about you?

At this very moment, even as you read, you are getting at the root of the cause, rather than pursuing changes that provide only temporary relief from stress. Indeed, you are making changes that will last a lifetime. In all human beings every element operates in various degrees of conflict. Sometimes our emotions pull us in one direction our instincts washes us ashore while our intellect pulls us in another. Sometimes our desires try to lead us down a certain path but our fears won't allow us to follow. While you're growing up you're told what to do, how to do it, and when to have it done. You can't develop the psychological qualities required for self-assertion until you've become aware of, and busted through every mental block. Knowing the past sources of your current thoughts and feelings is important because thoughts and feelings lead to behavior, and behavior, in turn, leads to thoughts and feelings. All aspects of your self are connected. Whenever we approach a situation in which we feel uneasy or simply uncomfortable, our anxiety rises from the depths in the form of an inner voice. So, whenever you find yourself beginning to avoid a task that needs to be done, the situation calls for relax. That’s how I feel, like autumn. But waiting at an easy pace - the spring. Where are you now?

Thursday, January 08, 2009

one & one equals three

I don't pay attention
to the ones who never cared
find your own direction
cos there's sweetness in the air
You will be the world to me
and I will always be
dwelling in this happiness,
Your gift of purity

crying somewhere between moscow and petersburg
all in a sudden while chosing my next wistful track

so take my hands and we will pray
they won't take you away

Sunday, January 04, 2009

И прочесть, что словами не скажешь...

Петербург. Незащищенная жизнь, в плену ночных городов,
среди уснувших домов - в тоске дворовых пустынь…


- на пъстроокото ми момче -

Thursday, December 11, 2008

ur secret :)


Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it -- only for me

So use it and prove it: remove this whirling sadness
I'm losing, I'm bluesing: but you can save me from madness

So save me I'm waiting, I'm needing, hear me pleading
And soothe me, improve me, I'm grieving, I'm barely believing now

When you are flying around and around the world
And I'm lying alonely
I know there's something sacred and free reserved
And received by me only

shall meet at the city of saints

Thursday, November 20, 2008

grazie!

That is how He sees me. So true I do love music.

It’s got a real vibe. Take a dress. Maybe you could cut the bottom off and wear it as a top – or just barely wear the naked trousers. There are just so many boho perfect clothes, born to flit – and, oh, how beautifully, makes you look at home in every urbanistic perfectly mismatched shabby-chic décor. Take a vintage salmon pink jumpsuit, unzipped at the back and a pair silky white knickers peeking out – while you’re whooping as you hang up or skip from one elegantly dishevelled armchair to the next. Than there’s yours hippie-trail bohemian value; so, with such quirky credentials, who’s better than you to model the oh-so-hot vintage threads that pay homage to the lazy, hazy hippie vibe of your nominated upbringing. But now it’s back. It’s cosy. And you don’t have to understand the need to wear what’s “in”, if you wear what makes you feel good about yourself. It doesn’t matter what everybody else is wearing, if you adore these accessories, too; and you’re really into them at the moment. Judging by the plans, you may be one of those sickeningly creative types, toying with the ideas for ages if it’s a hectic schedule. But vintage clothing is special because it’s unique – it’s reminiscent of some of the things modern-day designers have been sending down the runway. You never know what you’ll find when you get an individual look. Just be brave.

Monday, November 03, 2008

My everything


“Daydream - I felt asleep beneath the flowers, for a couple of hours - on a beautiful day. Flavouring into…”

Дали знаеш? Така се запознахме някога, с цвете. Те всеки път са различни. Ти може би знаеш? И аз все не успявам да ги запазя. Уверена съм че помниш. А свежото им ухание вехне, но не така става със спомена. Който остава далеч извън страниците на книгите между които събирам паяжинките ярки на сухи листенца. И няма кой да ги прочете. Уверена съм че знаеш. Защото това което раздаваш не се подарява не се пази не се намира не се забравя. Не може да се сравнява. Ще се обърнеш ли да ме погледнеш? Дали ще ме видиш такава какъвто аз теб си представям?

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

running out of time


"Cold and frosty morning, there's not a lot to say about the things caught in my mind. Damn my situation and the games I have to play, damn my education, I can't find the words to say, with all the things caught in the middle. Cause I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right..."



after the mercy of cold water
coming back home just for a while
both completely torn apart